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besmith75

Joined: 04/11/2012
My Story:
I'm 37 years old with 2 beautiful sons and the cutest darn dog you've ever seen (she's watching me type with her big dark eyes so I feel obligated to mention her). And, I'm obviously here for a reason. I cut (I also have epilepsy, an active eating disorder, and am 4 1/2 years clean from a cocaine addiction that almost killed me multiple times). I've become extremely creative when it comes to explaining the cuts and scars...although I'm starting to run out of material. My SIV and ED are a secret (as far as I know) and I know I should probably seek the help of a therapist...but I can't imagine (at this point) opening up to somebody who doesn't know me or understand me about my innermost thoughts and feelings...and yet I'm on an anonymous discussion board. Huh, that one doesn't even make sense to me.

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Hello lovely ladies...possible trigger...
I had a whole post typed out...and my computer decided to do an update. I lost the whole...More
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Hello lovely ladies...possible trigger...
I had a whole post typed out...and my computer decided to do an update. I lost the whole...More
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Reply: Distraction Action
I want to thank LLT for the eyebrow raise. Cracked me right up. You gals are all so...More
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Reply: Distraction Action
Well...2 kids later I want a flat flat flat stomach (and no stretch marks please). Maybe...More
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Reply: gratitude for us 2.13
2.28.13 I'm grateful to have a place where I can be honest and truthful wihtout being...More
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Advice please...
Could...More
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Reply: Out on a limb MAGOR TRIGGER
I think that no matter how loud we speak or how tall we stand...we are still fighting the...More
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Reply: Out on a limb MAGOR TRIGGER
Oh Bonnie... (((((HUGS))))) I actually had something similar happen to me by a friend's...More
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Reply: Need advice with escalating problem. 'Warning: Tri...
I remember being afraid to tell my boyfriend about my SH'ing and so I just let him read...More
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Reply: Me - Possible trigger to Paja
Here's another hug if you don't mind (((KT))). I've never seen you...but I know that you...More
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