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besmith75

Joined: 04/11/2012
My Story:
I'm 37 years old with 2 beautiful sons and the cutest darn dog you've ever seen (she's watching me type with her big dark eyes so I feel obligated to mention her). And, I'm obviously here for a reason. I cut (I also have epilepsy, an active eating disorder, and am 4 1/2 years clean from a cocaine addiction that almost killed me multiple times). I've become extremely creative when it comes to explaining the cuts and scars...although I'm starting to run out of material. My SIV and ED are a secret (as far as I know) and I know I should probably seek the help of a therapist...but I can't imagine (at this point) opening up to somebody who doesn't know me or understand me about my innermost thoughts and feelings...and yet I'm on an anonymous discussion board. Huh, that one doesn't even make sense to me.

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Reply: I can't do this again....
Thank you SB. Thank you so much. I really don't feel so alone now. It's just so sad to me...More
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Reply: I can't do this again....
I don't know why this posted twice. Ignore this one.
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Reply: I can't do this again....
I'm sorry SB. I certainly didn't want to drudge up painful memories for you. It's just a...More
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I can't do this again....
TRIGGER..............................................................................More
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I can't do this again....
TRIGGER..............................................................................More
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Reply: Lovely ladies...
And Rugger...I have to say I'm loving the pink faux hawk. I'm part of what was labeled as...More
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Reply: Lovely ladies...
First off Kate_Te...you are obviously stubborn. I'd like to add to your list if it's...More
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Lovely ladies...
Okay...now that I'm full from our treat-fest...I just wanted to let you all know that it...More
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Reply: Happy Love Day
Oh...and Kate_Te...as a friend I am more than happy to help you with your reese's and kit...More
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Reply: Happy Love Day
Okay you guys...I'm trying to stick to my diet here...but I'll take the dark...More
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