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besmith75

Joined: 04/11/2012
My Story:
I'm 37 years old with 2 beautiful sons and the cutest darn dog you've ever seen (she's watching me type with her big dark eyes so I feel obligated to mention her). And, I'm obviously here for a reason. I cut (I also have epilepsy, an active eating disorder, and am 4 1/2 years clean from a cocaine addiction that almost killed me multiple times). I've become extremely creative when it comes to explaining the cuts and scars...although I'm starting to run out of material. My SIV and ED are a secret (as far as I know) and I know I should probably seek the help of a therapist...but I can't imagine (at this point) opening up to somebody who doesn't know me or understand me about my innermost thoughts and feelings...and yet I'm on an anonymous discussion board. Huh, that one doesn't even make sense to me.

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Reply: just want to be home TRIGGER
And sorry for all of the spelling errors. Sometimes I type too fast.
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Reply: just want to be home TRIGGER
Oh Prophetess...((((hugs if okay))). You said that you'll be going hom to an empty house...More
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Reply: SEEKING advice . . . .
YAY about the lack of self injuring crossing your mind. How strong do you feel? I'm so...More
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Reply: TGIF!!! distraction action
Well...here's my karaoke story for you. I can't sing. I absolutely cannot sing. When my...More
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Roll call...
This might be a little selfish...but I've been gone for awhile and I'd like to know who's...More
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Reply: My first test
YAY!!!! So proud of you Kate_Te!!!! You can do this...
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Reply: Münchausen? **triggers**
Hi CJ... I've been away from the board for awhile now and so you don't know who I...More
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Reply: Kate_Te
I don't know if you've ever tried it...but yoga is amazing. It's very soothing and...More
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Reply: Hello....again?
I want to thank you ladies for your hugs (and I'll take all that I can get LLT). I wasn't...More
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Hello....again?
I don't know if any of you remember me...I haven't posted in probably a year. I've been...More
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