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besmith75

Joined: 04/11/2012
My Story:
I'm 37 years old with 2 beautiful sons and the cutest darn dog you've ever seen (she's watching me type with her big dark eyes so I feel obligated to mention her). And, I'm obviously here for a reason. I cut (I also have epilepsy, an active eating disorder, and am 4 1/2 years clean from a cocaine addiction that almost killed me multiple times). I've become extremely creative when it comes to explaining the cuts and scars...although I'm starting to run out of material. My SIV and ED are a secret (as far as I know) and I know I should probably seek the help of a therapist...but I can't imagine (at this point) opening up to somebody who doesn't know me or understand me about my innermost thoughts and feelings...and yet I'm on an anonymous discussion board. Huh, that one doesn't even make sense to me.

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Reply: Been away for a while and need to hear other voice...
Paja posted this awhile ago. I emailed it to my boyfriend. I don't know if it will be of...More
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Reply: Gratitude 5/10
And that's supposed to say 'Gratitude 5/19'. Damn touchscreen on my phone...
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Gratitude 5/10
Sorry to borrow your idea Fran, but I know that have had a rough week & would really...More
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Reply: Lying...trigger...
I don't have a T yet. I haven't felt ready for that step, but I'm starting to think that...More
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Reply: Lying...trigger...
Welcome to the site SoCal. And please...respond to anything at anytime. We have a...More
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Reply: Feeling Overwhelmed?
You know what's funny is that the only 'constructive' way I have of coping is to clean....More
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Lying...trigger...
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Reply: Capybaras and penguins
ROUS'S? I'm LOVING that!! The Princess Bride is my favorite movie. The absolute BEST of...More
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Reply: sorry
My handwriting is also all caps. It drives people nuts! But I agree with Paja. We know...More
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Reply: hi otw and kate that just popped in
Then you should go back to Francene. It's a lovely name. I was named after a bad 70's...More
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