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CJ_Smythe

Joined: 10/09/2012
My Story:
I'm a 31 year old woman who started SI when I was 17. I was in and out of in-patient treatment from the time I was 17 until I was 23. I managed to quit SI for about 5 years, and started up again in August. Its gotten very bad. I struggle every minute of every day to not harm myself. Its like trying to keep my head above water with a 1,000 lb weight tied to my ankles.

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Reply: Münchausen? **triggers**
Thx Bonnie. Dang, I'm sore!! Got a lump there, too. X_x Stupid idea, CJ!! Nice little...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: Yelp
One time I was at the hospital and happened to have flea powder on the floor -- I had...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: Yelp
Hey Lovely_Lemon_Tree~ What you're saying could easily go for me too. I'm 31, and if I...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: Münchausen? **triggers**
I know enough about human physiology to know not to inject tap water, or worse, AIR....More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: Today feels impossible to get through
Hmmm ... Do you have a recliner? Maybe rock her to sleep then put your feet up in the...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: Münchausen? **triggers**
Feeling so crap-tastic right now. I feel like nobody really gives a horse's patoot about...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: Insomnia
Oh, yeah. With wings and everything. I happened to have been folding laundry before I...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: Insomnia
I did get some sleep last night, after adding 5 of zolpedem and 0.5 of lorazepam to my...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Insomnia
I nfuriating N emesis S eriously O utrageously M addening N ight-time I ntrusive ...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: Trigger
I'm sorry you're feeling so triggered. Wish I could wave my magic ... **glances around...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
Posted by CJ_Smythe