CJ_Smythe

Joined: 10/09/2012
My Story:
I'm a 31 year old woman who started SI when I was 17. I was in and out of in-patient treatment from the time I was 17 until I was 23. I managed to quit SI for about 5 years, and started up again in August. Its gotten very bad. I struggle every minute of every day to not harm myself. Its like trying to keep my head above water with a 1,000 lb weight tied to my ankles.

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Reply: No napping
(*(*(*(*(*(*(*(*(*(*( OTW )*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*) **surrounds you with the cuddly kittens...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: off topic more pictures
I've been sucked into your blog. Its 4a. I need to be out of the house in 8.5 hrs. Blast...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: off topic more pictures
Oooooh! Aaaaaah! I's jealous. Looks like you had lots of fun!! More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: No napping
(*(*(*(*(*( OTW )*)*)*)*)*)
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: No napping
Maybe try some kind of "busy work" like coloring or handing the older one a paint brush...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: I'm just going to sit here and cry
Well, butter my butt and call me a biscuit! Never knew there were islands off the coast...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: I'm just going to sit here and cry
". In fact even fairly recently I couldn't get an appointment with our pediatrician on a...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: I'm just going to sit here and cry
SittingBull~ You have a wand? I usually have to make do with whatever's handy! Do ya...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: I'm just going to sit here and cry
I'm sorry you're going through so much *stuff* right now. I don't really have any words,...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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Reply: Münchausen? **triggers**
Still trying to get a job. Still waiting on paperwork. Still frustrated to no end. Still...More
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Of course, so does falling down a flight of stairs.
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