O Bonnie I am so horribly sad for you. It's got to make you feel like you're in a living hell all of the time. I hope you can cuddle with your partner and your mandycake. I'm saying prayers for everyone on here now. Speedily Take care Dear woman!! I'm at a loss for words. GnightView Thread
There are times of sunshine aren't there? I know it's so hard. I've been to hell and now i'm here. when I die I may go to hell ... in whatever form that may take? I do not know.
I know you're a fighter or you wouldn't have made it this far.
This of Jesus dieing on the cross for us. He put challenges on everyone of us every single one of us. Did he not? Its my belief that he did. We carry to a certain degree a cross of sorts too. But then look how Jesus freed us to allow us to have eternal life.
I wish I could hug you and all of the rest of our group right now.
wanted to tell everyone here and lurking that My gratitude for the day is :i
I know many are struggling with very difficult issues right now and i'm so glad to hear of the ones of you who are in therapy. It's a whole life journey isn't it?! I know i'm not thrilled that i'm not farther along in my journey then I feel I should be but once again I know that I have to do a lot of hard work to get where I want to be. I've started that journey and have made some progress and even tho it took so much courage I will have to go thru this many more times before I begin to heal... from my past. to go forward......
May God Bless you and walk before you in your journey.View Thread
The thing is who knows how long it will take for you to becomethe person you want to take. Does that mean fixed? I thik it does because isn't that what the journey is about that no matter what kind of adversity we have had or may have we no longer at some point in our lives say NO IM not going to be a victim anymore. I'm going to BE A SURVIVOR. I know you can do this Bonnie! I know that I struggle not like you i'm sure but I've been struggling since a very young age and didn't have the major adversity you have. However, for me it has been enough that my life has been endangered for oooo to many times. anyway won't get into that.. Just want to say don't give up on therapy... By your admonition you have said how you've been changing. Read some of your old posts sweetie. There comes a time of acceptance (not agreeing) but just accepting what is and having the courage to move forward. That's all acceptance is Bon.
I'm sorry you're in such a crummy spot right now. Take care and I hope your suffering ends when Jesus helps you even more. Huggers MEView Thread
Lord, May you find a way for B to get E to sleep tonight so that this infant may sleep 4 hours solidly thru the night. May B find solace in the fact that she is an excellent mother and that she is doing her very best to help her infant and toddler to succeed in their child lives. Lord, Please Help B to continue to have the extreme sense of patience she has with this situation. and Lord, May B get some help in whatever shape or form it takes to get some uninterrupted sleep herself for 4 hours tonight and a great nap tomorrow if that is in order. I pray this Our Lord In your name and Jesus Everlasting that sleep will find our dear friend here on this forum tonight and every night. That thru you Lord you will reveal to B what the surrounding problem is with her infant and that it will be corrected. Amen
Gnite otw and as above i'm still in prayer for you and yours. May God Bless you and every one here on this forum.View Thread
sorry to hear this is a continuum. Do you have any professional help with this? even if it's a doctors manual self help sorta thing?? I know I relied on dr. spock a lot when I was raising my kids (not sayin that's the answer) just writing out loud. is she constipated? does she go often enough?? Just thought of one thing that can cause this erratism. Probably a dumb ? but it's all I can think of. I will add to this prayer chain and hope you get some relief tonight and today in a nap you and them. HuggersView Thread
I was wellbutrin for many years and it sometimes controlled my depression. They suggest often that medication be used along with therapy. I've learned that medicine helps 50% and the other 50% is us.
Therefore, that is why it's such a great idea to couple meds with therapy. Wellbutrin is one of the meds that doesn't dull you for depression and actually makes one a little more aware/alert.
With that said I agree with otw to discuss with doc. I was told about the naeltroxone too and heard that it was a good medication to be on for the urges of sh etc. I think It would be a good thing to check into.
hope things get better for you. (((((((TN)))))))View Thread
Go ahead and cry... it might make you feel better in the long run. I'm with kitty.... Maybe a drive again?? or one of the suckers Paja suggested?? If you feel like you might do something bad then let her cry and take P outside...
Whatever you have to believe to tolerate E is OK. Because you're talking something that is different than you usually talk b. so this is good! You don't know likeyou said tho if you were an emotional baby or not?
I think ultimately it all boils down to how we deal with it .... We're the adults... they are the children.