
It's just plain hard
I'm working even more than full time! Taking a break right now. I'm really...
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I'm working even more than full time! Taking a break right now.
I'm really struggling and really want to do somany activities that I can't stand it. but I guess for right now i'm surviving the moments.
I really do want to drink and that's about all I want to do. sigh
I guess i'll put on the coffee...............I went to store today too.
besides all the work I've been doing. I just can't go no more. ugh!!
I guess i'll do more tomorrow and see if I can get caught up again.
I'm really tired and getting a bad headache as well as stomach hurting. Talked to brother today he called and I spoke to him 25 mins. which I didn't really have the time but we're not talkin a lot so its ok for now.
the good news is that my son and dil sent me a locket that has the birthstones on it. I have to look up which months are which.
I'm goin to think of the locket and how much I've always wanted something like this. I'm amazed they thought of this. but I really really like it.View Thread
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I'm really struggling and really want to do somany activities that I can't stand it. but I guess for right now i'm surviving the moments.
I really do want to drink and that's about all I want to do. sigh
I guess i'll put on the coffee...............I went to store today too.
besides all the work I've been doing. I just can't go no more. ugh!!
I guess i'll do more tomorrow and see if I can get caught up again.
I'm really tired and getting a bad headache as well as stomach hurting. Talked to brother today he called and I spoke to him 25 mins. which I didn't really have the time but we're not talkin a lot so its ok for now.
the good news is that my son and dil sent me a locket that has the birthstones on it. I have to look up which months are which.
I'm goin to think of the locket and how much I've always wanted something like this. I'm amazed they thought of this. but I really really like it.View Thread
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May 7, 2013 Gratitude for today is: I've been slammed with work and am doing the...
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May 7, 2013
Gratitude for today is:
I've been slammed with work and am doing the best I can!
It's really really hard and I'm getting er done.
It's goin to rain today YAY
I got home before it rained
I'm relieved Lovely is ok.
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Gratitude for today is:
I've been slammed with work and am doing the best I can!
It's really really hard and I'm getting er done.
It's goin to rain today YAY
I got home before it rained
I'm relieved Lovely is ok.
In spite of several late freezes we (I think) will still have a gardenView Thread
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That's great Bod! I think I can speak for us that we're happy for you! YAY!
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May 6, 2013 Gratitude for today is: I slept last night. If the van is done...
Posted by sittingbull594
May 6, 2013
Gratitude for today is:
I slept last night.
If the van is done today at 3-4 my neighbor will take me to get it and then I can go to my meeting and hubby will not have to rush rush rush.
Everything is so green here! Everyones lawns look great!View Thread
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Gratitude for today is:
I slept last night.
If the van is done today at 3-4 my neighbor will take me to get it and then I can go to my meeting and hubby will not have to rush rush rush.
Everything is so green here! Everyones lawns look great!View Thread
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kitty and kate te Its been a really weird day. I told husband everything I have...
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kitty and kate te
Its been a really weird day. I told husband everything I have been told by his step bro ............So hubby called bro without any prompting from me. all of a sudden he says he's leaving and is going to bil. wanted to see the house my inlaws bought bil. bil was stoned. he's had major drug issues since he was a very young kid and its really sad. I don't kno if bil will survive the loss of parents? anyway I found out that bil lied to me on phone and also lied to my husband over and over and over!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nothing has changed there. then I also found out that his uncle died a while ago and that the person who called me was his son who has the same name.... its just plain weird and wrong. but then this is how its always gone with hubbys family. I was trying to be kind to bil when he called this morning to report. I don' tkno why him, his sis and the cousin who I thought was the uncle all called the business line. in all th eyears its the only no. we ever gave any of them. they did have hubby's no. cuz when his father died a bit ago they contacted him by cell.
there's A LOT OF SHADINESS AROUND THIS BIL! HE'S THE ONE WHO TOLD US THAT MIL WAS IN HOSPICE READY TO DIE ABOUT 6 WEEKS AGO. APPARENTLY THAT WASN'T TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EITHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE WAS IN A NURSING HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WELL IM SPENT AND SO TIRED. I JUST WANNA SLEEP ALL THRU TOMORROW! BUT I HAVE A BUSY WEEK AHEAD OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU FOR THE ADVICE. PEACE TO YA'LL I DON'T KNOW WHERE I AM GOINGView Thread
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Its been a really weird day. I told husband everything I have been told by his step bro ............So hubby called bro without any prompting from me. all of a sudden he says he's leaving and is going to bil. wanted to see the house my inlaws bought bil. bil was stoned. he's had major drug issues since he was a very young kid and its really sad. I don't kno if bil will survive the loss of parents? anyway I found out that bil lied to me on phone and also lied to my husband over and over and over!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nothing has changed there. then I also found out that his uncle died a while ago and that the person who called me was his son who has the same name.... its just plain weird and wrong. but then this is how its always gone with hubbys family. I was trying to be kind to bil when he called this morning to report. I don' tkno why him, his sis and the cousin who I thought was the uncle all called the business line. in all th eyears its the only no. we ever gave any of them. they did have hubby's no. cuz when his father died a bit ago they contacted him by cell.
there's A LOT OF SHADINESS AROUND THIS BIL! HE'S THE ONE WHO TOLD US THAT MIL WAS IN HOSPICE READY TO DIE ABOUT 6 WEEKS AGO. APPARENTLY THAT WASN'T TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EITHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE WAS IN A NURSING HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WELL IM SPENT AND SO TIRED. I JUST WANNA SLEEP ALL THRU TOMORROW! BUT I HAVE A BUSY WEEK AHEAD OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU FOR THE ADVICE. PEACE TO YA'LL I DON'T KNOW WHERE I AM GOINGView Thread
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I'm having some sorta weird release but nervousness because my mil is gone now. It...
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I'm having some sorta weird release but nervousness because my mil is gone now. It was a hard life when she was in mine and childrens. my husband with NO prompting from me finally ended the relationship with his parents.
i'm sad tho i'm not sure why. its odd all of the deaths prior to her are kinda hitting me...............like my moms last breath..... wish there was someone I could talk to about this. I guess I can call f.
it's real weird all this. its kinda surreal is wht it is. it doesn't seem like this could be happening. I didn't like having to talk to the bil about arrangements etc. ick... need closure and tho she's outta it my bil is not yet. maybe after I hear from him one more time when he calls about the arrangements or maybe hubby will b brave enuf to say he's not going instead of leaving It up to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm all stirred up and want to drink.... want to sh. trying to just chill.
its like some kind of alarm has went off in my head! my husband won't get anything! and then of course....................what happened to all of th ehuge diamonds she had??? well that's up to my husband too!
I don't know why I had to get involved. what happened to that they had hubbys cell phone. I've talked to his sister and his uncle both whom I haven't talked to in 30 years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!View Thread
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i'm sad tho i'm not sure why. its odd all of the deaths prior to her are kinda hitting me...............like my moms last breath..... wish there was someone I could talk to about this. I guess I can call f.
it's real weird all this. its kinda surreal is wht it is. it doesn't seem like this could be happening. I didn't like having to talk to the bil about arrangements etc. ick... need closure and tho she's outta it my bil is not yet. maybe after I hear from him one more time when he calls about the arrangements or maybe hubby will b brave enuf to say he's not going instead of leaving It up to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm all stirred up and want to drink.... want to sh. trying to just chill.
its like some kind of alarm has went off in my head! my husband won't get anything! and then of course....................what happened to all of th ehuge diamonds she had??? well that's up to my husband too!
I don't know why I had to get involved. what happened to that they had hubbys cell phone. I've talked to his sister and his uncle both whom I haven't talked to in 30 years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!View Thread
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May 5, 2013 Gratitude for today is: My bil called last night apparently but I...
Posted by sittingbull594
May 5, 2013
Gratitude for today is:
My bil called last night apparently but I didn't answer the phone.
He called again this morning. My Mother in law has passed.
I'm grateful that I wasn't personally in it at the end. I will pray that she gets God like service in the here after, which for me is hard to do with all the reigning terror she bestowed upon me, my children and my husband.
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My wonderful husband.... He does so much because of my bum knees!View Thread
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Gratitude for today is:
My bil called last night apparently but I didn't answer the phone.
He called again this morning. My Mother in law has passed.
I'm grateful that I wasn't personally in it at the end. I will pray that she gets God like service in the here after, which for me is hard to do with all the reigning terror she bestowed upon me, my children and my husband.
Adele and her wonderful music
My wonderful husband.... He does so much because of my bum knees!View Thread
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May 4, 2013 Gratitude for today is: I was able to by better makeup that I...
Posted by sittingbull594
May 4, 2013
Gratitude for today is:
I was able to by better makeup that I desperately needed.
It's 60's here today and feels really great!
I get to have a date with my honey tonight! Yip YIp YIPPERAY
My prayer for you is: That you get rest and relaxation this weekend. Your brain settles in and also relaxes. You find peace and harmony in the day to day things you do. If you get to do something fun this weekend I hope you can do it with all of the gusto you can muster and it lasts you until next weekend!
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Gratitude for today is:
I was able to by better makeup that I desperately needed.
It's 60's here today and feels really great!
I get to have a date with my honey tonight! Yip YIp YIPPERAY
My prayer for you is: That you get rest and relaxation this weekend. Your brain settles in and also relaxes. You find peace and harmony in the day to day things you do. If you get to do something fun this weekend I hope you can do it with all of the gusto you can muster and it lasts you until next weekend!
This prayer is for you. A member of this forum.View Thread
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