mandybutterflykiss

Joined: 02/18/2013
My Story:
A child of light, born of darkness, but which one will she be? The light an illusion and the darkness all consuming, does she dare hope to ever be free?

A life of abuse left her broken and unhealed. Learn to accept what is, she often hears, but how can she believe what is real?

Complex PTSD, Stalkholm, DID... Her mind splintered into many, Who should she be?

Her body is broken beyond repair and with time it shall worsen, no help for her there.

So what's she to do, what does she seek? She'll always question what can be believed.

Is She dying to survive, or surviving to die? Like her, we all will just have to wait and see...

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Nightmares are keeping me awake as is pain and respiratory issues... After 3...More
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Bonnie

Life is the school, Love is the lesson.
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OFT, Prayers and hugs and lots of love. Gra' BonnieMore
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Bonnie

Life is the school, Love is the lesson.
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Bonnie

Life is the school, Love is the lesson.
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Yesterday's Therapy began with: "Perhaps the truth depends on a walk around the...More
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Bonnie

Life is the school, Love is the lesson.
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Washedaway, We all have slip ups and according to my T, always will... She...More
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Bonnie

Life is the school, Love is the lesson.
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Misty, You are most welcome. Hugs.More
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Bonnie

Life is the school, Love is the lesson.
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Reply: Today feels impossible to get through
OTW, Did you see the recent news report showing that the moon is affecting...More
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Bonnie

Life is the school, Love is the lesson.
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Bonnie

Life is the school, Love is the lesson.
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Reply: Wellbutrin and SH
Misty, I can relate to you Sweet Sister. I have never felt I mattered either...More
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Bonnie

Life is the school, Love is the lesson.
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(((((((((((Kate-Te)))))))))))))))) You are strong. You WILL get thru this. You...More
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Bonnie

Life is the school, Love is the lesson.
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