lot relevant things i could say... the last one i just got fired .. that complicate my to do list, dont give a # about money, it's just i got debts and i have (had) plans i'm tempted to drink or go sex a stranger or cutting again, but i'm struggling to be strong and fix it, my boyfriend is my strength ,i can't go back to who i used to be ,... but sometimes i think i'm not enough and that even he's gonna give up on me, ..i'll fix it all.. i have toView Thread
Hello, i'm glad i didn't sound intrusive and that you have a plan that works for you and your family, i think you're right , We all have different ideals and desires when it comes to our families, i was just sharing my opinion, besides i dont have (yet) a baby so what do i know really?
Well again, i wish you the best , never give up, you have a reason , you have what really matters, take care please.
Oh sorry if i sound weird or strange, it's just i'm a little bit down, i just need some sleep, in the morning it all be better ...View Thread
Hi i just found your post , hope your feeling better by now, i'm sorry to read that you were in so much pain and despair. Please dont forget the strainght is inside of us and you have the power of change everything you can , just start believing in yourself, i have been a cutter too, so i been there.
There's so much pain in this world so lets fight back , you are worthy you matter.
There's no one like you, and whatever you been through ,it just made you stronger, you are stronger now, believe or not, you are , please if people harm you, please you don't do that to yourself too. you're better than that.View Thread
Hello, i really wish the best for you and your beloved ones, and i'm sure you are the one who really knows what's the best for you and your family, so i just gonna share my case, for a while (some years) i stayed home helping, so not worthy, i mean i don't totally regret it, it's just that i forgot completely about me, i was just there doing all the chores helping 24*7 but ,what about me?,i'm building my own life now, now i feel happy,i'm living. So i'm just saying if staying home it's what fits for you and makes you happy ,i applaud your strenght, but if you decided to go out a take (or create) a job, believe in yourself , i know family and the ones you love it's what really matters, just please don't forget about you, your dreams your goals , well just wanted to share that, i apologize if i sounded rude, i didnt mean it like that.
I told my boyfriend that i feel alone, he's always been so supportive with me , he taught me so many important things, that's why me telling him that i feel alone hurt him so much, he feels like he's not helping me at all, he told me that if i feel like that , so what difference does it make if he's with me or not, he's sad he can't fill me, but he manage to fill me this last 5 years , so basically now i am mad at myself thinking if i'll ever feel complete and i was surprise i felt that cold again after all these years , i thought i wasnt gonna feel it ever again.
I though i was cured but it seems i'm just in latent state.
We talked about it ,we're still hurt but healing, what i meant with what i said is that, i love him and i know he loves me, but i do know that i'm by myself in this life.
I mean is nobody responsability my life my problems , i cant expect him to do all for me, i really thank him for eternity all he's done for me , he did what no one wanted to do, we found each other and he knows how he found me.
Well he taught me well, i'm stronger i'm better than before, we're going to manage things. ILU my J