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What happened to caprice?

What did happen to caprice I dont know the story.She was the most caring compassionate...

Posted by leanie98

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I don't exactly know what is going on.trigger for ...

Like i said i don't exactly what is going on with me right now.It is not pretty It is ugly...

Posted by leanie98

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Help Can i get through this TRIGGER

I need some help with that i am going through.My husband and i are parting ways.Dont know...

Posted by leanie98

I need some help with that i am going through.My husband and i are parting ways.Dont know for sure when exactly.There are many things to go through and many things to do before we venture into this.My son has an anxiety disorder and is having a hard time with this .He has a hard time with daily but this is going to be a big one.I know that he blames it on me,the splitting up.In the long run i dont know who is going to stay with me or his dad.We want him to finish out the school year here.His father and have been staying toether for money reasons and because of my son We did not want to have to go through parents splitting up.He was and is our main concern .He has been acting out a lot and especially at me.
I have been feeling like not being here at all and just disappearing all together then I wont have to be trouble for anyone .This whole things hurts so much.Especially when it comes to my son.He is my life What a life without him .Then i dont know what i am or going to be able to do this alone emotionally or physically because of a few medical issues. I just want to self harm so much and it is killing me I have not seen my therapist for while cuz of her medical issues I do see her in a week .She said that if i do self harm and i end up int the hospital they probably would not let me have my son.She said that she has seen that happen.She is letting me know things right now so i dont lose my son if he does decide to stay with me.I dont think in the long run that he is staying with me but I have to maintain myself.We ,his dad and i,are going to try and talk things out again and she is we can put up with things that we cant live with one another for .I know there are things that i dont think that i can put up with at all and i am sure that he has plenty too.I am just so frustrated and have alot of anger and no where to put it all.His dad does not treat me well i dont think.He thinks that he does I dont know what land he is coming from His own little world.He has never hit me so that is not one of the problems so i just want people to know that .I keep hearing that i am the problem i swear like he is the angel.I mean he does know that he does somethings but it seems that i am the source of the problems He also says things in front of my son that he should not say and my son should not know It is adult stuff and he is only 12 Well thanks for listening to this long winded post .It must have taken your breath away by now .
hope everyone is well and stay safe hugs leanieView Thread

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Reply: Help Can i get through this TRIGGER

I want to thank you for your responses.It helps a lot to have others input.I do know that...

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TRIGGER TRIGGER

This christmas was the worse christmas i ever had.I cant remember a worse one.We did not...

Posted by leanie98

This christmas was the worse christmas i ever had.I cant remember a worse one.We did not put up our tree cuz my son and esp hubby did not want to do it.my husband said that if i wanted to put it up go ahead but i am having nothing to with it.He did not want to deal with the cat either .So it was bah humbug waaay before christmas came.Christmas day came and of course we cant see family cuz we dont have a car anymore which stinks anyways.THe day was boring no one did anything different than if it was another day.Now all this time with all the stress going on I wanted to s/h soooo bad that i could not stand it.I didn't which surprising.Like most know it is a battle you have to deal with everyday.I have to make my son my motivation or I would be doing it everyday.I would not be around anymore it was not for my son.I try so hard to keep him my motivation.I will tell you though a lot of times i dont think that he is going to be enough.
Okay so my husband and i got into it last night a little bit All because my son wanted to go to a friends house christmas night.Well he was really mad when he came out to me anyways.I just saw two points or the situation That we were not doing anything It was no special day for us.Just another day.My husband went on a rampage and said that he was leaving in january.Well we were going to split up anyways but not in january.If he is going to leave it would be better in february.I felt like cutting sooo badand i also felt like what is the use I just want to be gone Not wake up ever.I cant stay in this relationship anymore There is nothing to our relationship I feel bad for my 12 yr old son who hads to endure more than he should .The only reason i am still here is that beautiful 12 yrs old.My son has a severe anxiety disorder right now but lliving in this situation is not good for him He has a therapist,mentor and we have a family therapist so he does have supports .we try to be very supportive also.I cant take this anymore and dont know what i will do at this point I really dont want to be here anymoreSorry for being long winded,

leanie hugsView Thread

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Reply: MERRRY CHRISTMAS AND A HO HO HO

Merry christmas fran I hope that you had a wonderful day.Merry christmas to all and to...

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trigger trigger

[Trigger]

I hurt so badly that i dont even want to exist.It is extrememly so hard not to selfharm.I...

Posted by leanie98

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Reply: trigger trigger

[Trigger]

i thank you for wanting to take the pain away We all that is not going to happen just...

Posted by leanie98

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Reply: trigger trigger

[Trigger]

Thank you so much headline.I am glad that you shared that with me.Now i dont feel so...

Posted by leanie98

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Reply: stress Trigger

llt i wish that i could just sit there and look at the stars and the sky.I want to take...

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