its getting close to bedtime and i hope you're able to get some rest. i know i want to. today is about over. ive had a very difficult day too, however, i'm looking forward to sleep. im gonna try very hard to start over and forget about today. its over who cares. i'm going to try to not let it define me. i was told today that i live in negative thinking from my cd councelor and et really hurt my feelings but then she saw how bad it mad me feel and said all this stuff to try and make me feel better but between being in really bad pain and hearing that and dealing with a new employee and husband and business arghhhhhhhhhhh. but i decided after my melt down and i didn't sh over it so there i am and here i go..............i'm not tooting my own horn im saying that i know you can do i too free. i'm glad you called your t and i hope you stay safe. try try again. thats all we can do is try to do our best and thats good enuf! huggersView Thread
otw hon i know its hard to follow dr,s orders and maybe he could help you figure out a way to get some help for free. did you say you;ve belonged to a church. Churches are great for help. and though i know you will have an excuse for this too because you always do i thought i'd throw it out there. If i don't write for a few days its because i'm going to be really busy. i hope youre resting and sleeping now well i guess its only 8p.m. there but i do hope you're resting. i hope someday you'll be open to suggestions. i know thats hard! i can understand that somethings that are mentioned aren't possible of course. i'm praying for everyone that the weather doesn't happen as forecasted. I'm praying for you, your unborn daughter, P and hubby! 4 somes are great and i bet it will be even greater once the girls get into school an dyou'll love helping in the classroom since you're a teacher and you'll be able to use your talents and have fun without the stress of it because you'll be a volunteer. you have so much fun to look forward to. But for now like i'm suppose to do just live in the moment. live today and when tomorrow comes just live it one moment at a time like you did when you took P's picture and posted here for all of us to enjoy! Try breathing in peace and breathing out despair slow and deep. do it a few times a day. and when your heart starts beating so hard do it then too.
she is such A LITTLE DARLIN! OTW nobody minds that you post pics of sweetie pie! and if someone did that's their problem! You bring so much joy to so many when you post her pic and your pic and pics of fun things you've done togehter! i can hardly wait to be a grandma but i won't get to see this child much unfortunately and the mom will be really happy about that.
I wish i knew how to do a pic here i'd show ya'll my grandchilds ultrashound HE HEEView Thread
I'm very glad that you two have posted. OTW that's really good good news! I don't want her here before november either. kate te thats gotta be a good feeling for you. I know how much it means to you to be self sufficient and you do a great job of it.View Thread
think i need to do a gratitude list i'm gaD THAT you are being taekn care of bonnie with the councelors and groups that you are going to its very hard not to have that knd of support and i'[m glad everyone here is trying their best.View Thread
hi everyone..................I'm sorry First of all Bonnie that you're dissassociating so severly. I've been like that about 15 years ago not as severe tho and i do understand how that feels. I still disassociate under a lot of stress but i can usually recognize i'm going and bring myself back.
Kate-te..........I know i feel the same way cuz i don't get calls either but i did get a text today and made plans to visit with a friend this coming week. You do have to reach out in order to have people come to you silly. It's like if you want a s/o if you don't put yourself out there how would you ever find one?
I know its nighttime now and i'm a day late and a buck short but it was my hope that you'd all ban together and support each other and you have.
Lovely last but certainly not least. You always amaze me girl! I'm glad that you can go and volunteer to be with your furry friends. That's neato! Good JOB! I
Everyone I know its hard. I have had a bad 3rd day of pain...yesterday was easier and i got drunk. slept 3 hours and really hurt even with pain meds an d tens units on. ice heat everythng i can do plus pt but i lost my exercises. had such bad injury ended up waiting for a doc for 2 or more hours i lost count i think i don' tremember. i'm feeling really sick so i'm gonna go.View Thread