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Me name is francesca lol. Naw not really. I'm fran. I'm glad i got drunk last night it felt good to let go and just let it be. I may have lost a friend in the deal because her husband wasn't receptive to me at all! and tho i gave her a really nice gift cost me 50.00 i guess i don't matter. She looked down at the floor when she said we'd get together after she got thru with everything that she had goin on. I guess none of us likes rejection. O well. As I've been told i will put my energies towards the people in my life who do care about me. I have a couple.
Today i just feel like sitting around and not doing anything. I am glad i got drunk tho because i'm encouraged to take care of my wounds. I guess i'm glad their not as bad as i had wanted them to be.
My husband will be home from work here pretty soon and I will be glad. I'm excited to see him and be with him the rest of the weekend.
How are you and whats goin on for you this weekend?View Thread
free to be me is what freespirt means to me. so be it gf.
Don't allow your complex of desgrating yourself keep yourself from getting the help you need. We are all here to help each other so you're included. You always say we're mad at you and we're not! thats just you putting that on you!
So stop that will ya?! We don't get mad at you we know you have a really hard go of it and you've had lots of huge challenges that you're dealing with! Be kind to you Freespirit!
I realize that its hard to believe what people tell you but we're not blowing smoke up your skirt! WHY WOULD WE SAY NICE THINGS TO YOU AND TRY TO HELP YOU? JUST FOR GRINS?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T THINK SO.
So take it in and try hard not to discount the positive.
Well you can always b ring p into bed with you and color together. do you have puzzles you can do with her? those matching shape ones? I understand the fence needs to be done and that will help you out def. but hubby still needs to understand you need help ok? Don't be feeling like you can't ask him to help you this weekend. and maybe he needs help putting the fence up so that you can get some rest.
Doesn't he have friends who would help him. You two seem to be your own entity and not reach out for anyone. That makes it awefully hard B. Do the best you can and please elevate your legs when you do lay down.
Will your husband be home with you this weekend? Try to formulate a plan until you see the doc so that you can get bedrest. Can you have him take P and go get some cool coloring books, download a couple of new songs onto itunes for an ipod or m3 player if you have one (or just listen to your fav radio station, have him go to bed bath and beyond with their 25% off coupons and buy you something like a special candle scent that you can burn. get a couple of used books at a garage sale that hubby picks for you. That can be how he can help you this weekend and then of course wait on you hand and foot. Please do what the docs suggested. As Lovely said this isn't something to mess with ok?!
I'm praying for you sweetpea! You're gonna be ok. BUT YOU HAVE TO FOLLOW DOCTORS ORDERS. ITS VERY IMPORTANT FOR YOU AND YOUR UNBORN CHILD. I'VE GIVEN YOU SOME suggestions to help tide you over the next few days. also you could do pinterest. Its pretty fun scrapbooking without cutting and pasting! its on the net. dO YOU have a laptop? If not i bet you could sit comfortably on the computer and do a little pinterest. or even just find games on your phone. research something your interested in and also find things to do when you're layed up and in bedrest.
Hang in there. I know its not easy specially when you're such a high energy person like you are. but in the scheme of lifes many days and hours and years its very minimal to what the whole scope is so try to keep that in mind. It won't last forever.View Thread
dont' really get life...........................do you?
tell me what am i not getting? I'm only getting the pain of life! I went to a retirement party tonight and had a few drinks of wine. lost a friend that means a lot to me i'm pretty sure the hose who was retiring.
I came home and proceeded to drink some margaritas;. i really TRIGGER TRIGGER TRIGER TRIGGER TRIGGER TRIGER 88888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888 8888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888 I REALLY THOUGHT I HAD BURNED 3RD DEGREES BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK AND SINGED AND I USED A CANDLE LIGHTER LIKE THE ONES THAT ARE REAL LONG AND YOU CAN LIGHT A CANDLE WITH. GET IT? HOWEVER WITH MY HARD EFFORTS AND WAITING AND BEING IN PAIN FOR SO LONG I LEARNT THAT I ONLY HAD 2ND DEGREE BURNS. I WAS DISAPPOINTED. I COUNTED AND IT WAS ALMOST 5 MINS. THAT I 'VE BURNED IN TEH SAME PLACES AND AT DIFFERNET PLACES;. I WAS SUPPOSE TO GET A SHOT OF TORRIDAL FOR MY BACK BECUASE I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN BUT THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN BECAU SE I DON'T KNOW WHY. I'M VERY UNCERTAIN IF I'LL MAKE IT THRU THIS. I WENT TO IOP TODAY AND MY T miC TOOK ME OVER TO THE DOC PART OF THE HMO OFFICES AND TOLD THE GIRL THEIR THE DEAL. THE GAL WAS REAL NICE. I'M FREKIN FALLING APART. I NEED GUIDANCE WITH MYH BUISNESS DESPERATLY AND I'M NOT FINDING IT. I DON'T KNOW WHO TO ASK WHAT OF. ANED THEMORE I THNK ABOUT HOW WE'RE EVER GOING TO RETIRE I GET AGITATED AND JUST FEEL HOPELESS. HE'S 60 IM 53 AND WE'RE BOTH WORKING OUR BUTTS OFF! SO I'M DRINKING. MY IOP COUNCELOR MIC SAYS I CAN STOP THE SH JUST LIKE I STOPPED DRINKING. I'VE BEEN DRINKING.; I JUST CAN'T DO AA ANYMORE. I'VE LOST TWO FRIENDS TONIGHT. ONE AA'R AND ANOTHER WHO WAS THE HOSTESS OF HER OWN RETIREMENT PARTY. I'M VERY SAD AND HOPELESS. I'M LIKE PIGPEN FROM CHARILIE BROWNS SHOW. DIRT AND CRAP FOLLOWS ME WHEREVER I GO. WE HAD A VERY INTERSTING TALK THO IN GROUP TODAY;. IT WAS ABOUT HOW GOD WILL FORGIVE ME FOR LETTIN GME LET THE DEVIL GIVE ME HIS SEED. MIC SAYS ALL I HAVE TO DO IS ASK FOR GODS FORGIVENESS. SO I'M GONNA DO THAT RIGHT NOW. I FOUND OUT TODAY THAT I'VE TOUCHED PEOPLES LIVES. I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT. I DON'T WANT POEPLE CARING ABOUT ME BECAUSE THEN IF I DO DO IT THEY WILL FEEL BAD AND I DON'T WANT THAT. I JUST WANT TO BE FREE YA KNOW???????View Thread
i'm very concerned. please if you have contractions and feel those menstraul pains you need to go to the hospital ok. you're not a doctor are you? so you can't really dx the situation.
I want you and your baby to be ok. i promise i'm going to pray for ya'll right now. Lord please let B and the baby be safe and free from harm and be healthy. Let B beleive that the doctors are having her interest and her unborn childs interest at heart. May God bless you and keep you!
Amen........................................That's the beginning to something great you and your husband created. a new life. What a miracle! be safe and dont' run stay the course.
Please dear lord Keep B and her baby safe. My gut instinct says you're going to be ok. I don't know why.
As paja would say peace be the journey................
Take care of yourself ok! loveya ((((((((((((((b & baby))))))))))View Thread