honey bonnie.......the buck stops with me! there are only me and my husband in this business right now! so there ya go!
he doesn't even know how to make a frickin deposit!
i love my husband but i'm so mad at him because 30 years ago i told him we need to grow the business and he wouldn't listen! so here we sit! i get so beside myself i just don't know what to do! i've gotta find someone who can help me.
i just don't know who the right person would be? I need someone who can run this business and take it to the next level. and we'll stay on as managers and get my husband out of the field.
its been a real difficult ride having to train yet another person that can't be trained in the time i need to train someone! well i just got the notice my battery is low so gotta go and even rhymned!View Thread
yah really................i freaked ona friend today and she said well lets order lunch and we;ll talk about the serious stuff later and we never did! then she texted me and said i hope i made you feel better and really as an end result she did but sure wishn someone had some ansers for me. sick of me sick of everything. i don't think i'm going to hire anymore temp people its just to hard to train them and get frustrated!
i'm in mental and physical pain. i had to use a cane all of most of today and yesterday. my good ole knees that i can't get under control! just makes me so mad. i've only been doing the same ole exercises off and on since i was 12 years old. gee is that 43 frickin years or what? 3/4 of my life. what do they want from me and how can i want to do these dang things! and go to the pool 5 days a week like my doctor wants me to do. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhView Thread
I'm sorry Kate. It is very hard when you've wanted something for so long and you think boy this is it and you get shot in the other foot! Please know that in the scheme of things 6-8 weeks is nothing. Perhaps you should think well how bout setting a different goal?: talk to all docs and see if they're on the right page and then do the goal. Just trying to help you be realistic so it might hurt less????
I'm thinking of things that i've been waiting for most of my life like success in this business i've mostly run by myself until 3 years ago and I just plain think its not going to happen. I don't even know how to find the right peeps.
Discouragement is really hard. But as caprice mentioned do be gentle to yourself because what would sh accomplish but that might push it back furhter.View Thread
i've managed to keep it together today tho i woke at 4 and was in extreme pain and am using a cane today and have tens all over the place. its been a crazy day but i've got help in my office and that somewhat helps tho she's about as slow as molasses! for sure.
my husband comes into the den and i'm crying so hard and he's like honey whats wrong. i doni't normally cry like that! so..... i rarely cry when i'm in pain but this was really really bad. 10 plus.
so.............maybe someday i'll get stableized thank you for caring capriceView Thread
i'm really sorry to the board cuz i try to be sane but i've been insame lately. they changed my meds aroung late this afternoon and hope to see some improvemnt. pdoc called me tonight cuz a different pdoc made the change which i hate the one sho make the change anyhow might be going back on invega? i see pdoc next week and we'll see how its going and how much she could deal with my hmo on it. if any???????????
or maybe the thorazine will work. good night i'm really tired and still have two tens untis to take off. ughView Thread
yeah it really is. You can get a few mandala's off the internet for free which i did and my t suggested a book of them which i bought the book she suggested. which i don't like.......b ut will keep ya never know. but i got books with flowers, and stuff like that and some of them show you how to color them so they look like they are really real. i got them off amazon and i think there was a naughty one on there but only one which is easy to bypass. just thought i'd give you a heads up on that one.
Its taken me a very long time to do my mandela cuz you use markers fine tip of course and i know if i did it alot id get really frustrated so i just do a little at a time and its really fun too.
i've done things to keep friends too and did a lot of stuff believe me. I've let a lot of people go too. One of whom I'm thinking of letting go again. Let her go once might let her go twice? Anyone want her for thrice? Hee hee
i dunno i've been so volatile they changed my meds this afternoon and might have to bight the bullet and go back on the injection. ugh! and expensive.
Kate Hang in there. Remember something like i should be sayikng to myself..........Tomorrow is a new day and with it you just never know what can happen? c/b something wonderful.
I don't know if ya'll believe in the power of prayer but i'm going to pray for you two and everyone here which i always do but i call them my web md peeps but i'm going to list ya'll out in the morning.........but for the night you two kates and myself i'm going to concentrate on and i think otw and dem and bonnie and paja and kitty and lovely and caprice and anyone else i will say who needs a prayer to help them have the courage to forge on and have the strength to get thru the day trying to have the best day they can. I will also right now say the serentity prayer. God.............Grant us the serentity to accept the things we cannot change Courage to change the things we can and THE WISDOM to know the difference. amen girlsView Thread
was trying to capture a good pic of it but to no avail but the sky was a beautiful pink which it did capture. its from all the fires in utah and montana. i'll be glad when summer comes to an end.View Thread