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Reply: trigger - again

thank you Paja, for hearing me and for your words... you say you can't offer help, but...

Don't worry about the world coming to an end today.
It's already tomorrow in Australia. - Charles Schultz

Posted by washedaway

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trigger - again

It is super warm here today...what a difference from the thunder storms and torrential...

Don't worry about the world coming to an end today.
It's already tomorrow in Australia. - Charles Schultz

Posted by washedaway

It is super warm here today...what a difference from the thunder storms and torrential rain of yesterday. I think I prefer the thunder storms...hot weather and I don't mix well.

trigger below-------------------------------------------------------------------------

I am very intentionally staying away from my bedroom right now where the utility knife i bought in january is. it's "hidden"...the only problem with hiding things from yourself...is that you always know where they actually are. i just went on a 1.5 hour walk...about the last 20 minutes of it i couldn't stop thinking about getting home and pulling out the utility knife and going to town. the only problem is that i have to teach sunday school in the morning and with it being so warm here right now i can't get away with wearing long sleeves. i suppose i could cut somewhere other than my wrist...but what's the point? i have another 3 weeks until i see my t again...and by the time i see him i'll probably just tell him i've been doing ok. i know i need to tell him the truth...tell him that i am feeling like hurting myself all the time...tell him that i'm back to feeling like my dad molesting me was all my fault (no idea why that's back...)...tell him that i want to put myself in dangerous situations...tell him that i'm restricting food intake (still doing this...but being more careful about it...i don't want to screw up my diabetes, i just want to be able to control something in my life...) but i probably won't tell him...cause like everyone else, i don't want to make him worry. the stupid thing is that i don't think anyone cares about me, but why would they worry if they didn't care...so if they don't care i shouldn't care about making them worry, right? but i do...so i don't open up to anyone and i wind up sitting and wallowing in my self-hatred assuming everyone else feels the same way about me that i do.

i don't know what my issue is right now...but it sure as heck sucks.

sorry for the rantView Thread

Don't worry about the world coming to an end today.
It's already tomorrow in Australia. - Charles Schultz

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Reply: just need to write (probably a trigger)

Thanks everyone...i am doing better...being more careful with my blood sugar. still want...

Don't worry about the world coming to an end today.
It's already tomorrow in Australia. - Charles Schultz

Posted by washedaway

7 Replies | Reply | Watch This DiscussionReport This| Share this:just need to write (probably a trigger) Thanks everyone...i am doing better...being more careful with my blood sugar. still want...

just need to write (probably a trigger)

[Trigger]

I need to get the out of my head and not just on a piece of paper that i will be the...

Don't worry about the world coming to an end today.
It's already tomorrow in Australia. - Charles Schultz

Posted by washedaway

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Trigger?

Leaving room here...not that I have a whole lot to say anyway, but in case i say...

Don't worry about the world coming to an end today.
It's already tomorrow in Australia. - Charles Schultz

Posted by washedaway

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Reply: Roll call even you lurkers

not really...

Don't worry about the world coming to an end today.
It's already tomorrow in Australia. - Charles Schultz

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Reply: Roll call even you lurkers

I'm here...

Don't worry about the world coming to an end today.
It's already tomorrow in Australia. - Charles Schultz

Posted by washedaway

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Reply: poss trigger

Thanks...I appreciate the response. I am trying to be kind to myself... I have put so...

Don't worry about the world coming to an end today.
It's already tomorrow in Australia. - Charles Schultz

Posted by washedaway

5 Replies | Reply | Watch This DiscussionReport This| Share this:poss trigger Thanks...I appreciate the response. I am trying to be kind to myself... I have put so...

poss trigger

Thanks for the party everyone, it was nice It has been both super nice and sunny and...

Don't worry about the world coming to an end today.
It's already tomorrow in Australia. - Charles Schultz

Posted by washedaway

5 Replies | Reply | Watch This DiscussionReport This| Share this:poss trigger Thanks for the party everyone, it was nice It has been both super nice and sunny and...

Reply: GRAD PARTY FOR WASHED AWAY

Thanks everyone!!!! This is the best party you all are awesome

Don't worry about the world coming to an end today.
It's already tomorrow in Australia. - Charles Schultz

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