Hi. thanks for responding. i go to therapy once a week and on medication, wellbutrin. I do not talk about sex with the therapist a. it's really not relevant, seeing as I don't have it and b. she knows i am a virgin so probably why she doesn't bring it up. It's also very embarrassing, I mean my situation and all. maybe you are right, I dunno. I don't like the idea of the male partner touching me all over sexually. seems very invasive and uncomfortable.View Thread
I will try and keep things short and sweet. I am a woman, 31, virgin, shy. I live alone and have depression/anxiety issues/isolation problems. I have never been on a single date although I have asked two men out years ago and both said no, unfortunately. I am no longer looking to try & get dates because of my 'sex issues.' My problem is I am disgusted by the thought of having sex. I have read up on it and am very knowledgeable about positions, likes, dislikes of men and women sexually. But just reading some of the descriptions of sex acts makes me nauseated, angry and disgusted. I am not sure why anyone would want to do these things to each other short of procreation and why it's necessary to have a person doing these things to you & vice versa. It is all very perplexing. The thing is, I LOVE porn, I like to watch it and masturbate to it but just cannot stand the thought of doing it myself. I don't belelive it has anything to do with "haven't found the right person yet," right person or wrong, I do not want to do sex personally. So there's no reason to look for dates right? Obviously men aren't interested in women who don't want sex....I just want to know what is causing these thoughts/feelings? Any ideas? Isn't it weird I can watch it but not want to participate in it? I don't know anyone else that is like me and I feel like an alien Thank you.
**I was not raised in a religious home and was not sexually abused as far as I know. I am attracted to men sexually, not women and do not like any kind of gay porn, only straight.View Thread