Having a hard time controlling the voices in my.Been to the er two times already but nothing.The voices are...
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Having a hard time controlling the voices in my.Been to the er two times already but nothing.The voices are really making demands and it is hard not to act.I know it's wrong but they're getting too loud to ignore them now.View Thread
I am looking for help with repressed memories. They are from 17 years ago when I was 6 years old. I started to have flashbacks 11 years ago and they only happened when triggered so I stayed away from the triggers. I got married 8 months ago and that is when I became physically (intimately) active. Since then they have gotten more intense and will happen even without obvious triggers. Recently I remembered something that I had never remembered before. I need to learn more about what happened all those years ago so that I can move forward and prevent it from causing any problems. If you know anything about repressed memories or something related please get in touch with me. Thank you.View Thread
Wanted to share this article my cousin pointed out to me about the Hindu Goddess Akhilandeshvari or The Always Broken Goddess.
"It's the kind of broken that tears apart all the stuff that gets us stuck in toxic routines, repeating the same relationships and habits over and over, rather than diving into the scary process of trying something new and unfathomable.Akhilanda derives her power from being broken: in flux, pulling herself apart, living in different, constant selves at the same time, from never becoming a whole that has limitations."
It was really good ro see you, even of it was quick. i know it was really i miss you, they removed any trace that you were here, but a few of is that you really were here, i miss you. they can not stop you, take care maybe can see maybe you again View Thread
Just popped in, and it's nice to see the board is quiet which I will take to mean that we are enjoying our holidays (and indulging in too many sugar cookies)! I hope everyone is well and may this year bring you happiness (HUGS)View Thread
I know that when the holidays come around it can be hard for some. For some it can be really rough and I'm pray for everyone.I pray that everyone holidays are good and you stay safe.Things are just a little shaky right now but I'm trying to keep in mind the advice I was given here.Keep my faith in god and try to keep moving forward.Try to stay sane the best I can.Had a conversation with my sister and it just has me thinking a lot tonight,more then usually I guess.
Those out there battling mental demons and unprepared situation keep in mind to reach out for help.I don't think there's such things as too much help or advice good that is.That's why I have things lined up just in case something comes up to be safe.
Keeping everyone in my thoughts and prayers.While I'm praying for you would you pray for me?Cause I'm not prefect!!!View Thread
The holidays are here, and that is a rough time for many of us. Perhaps posting some things we are grateful for may help?
1. I am grateful for God's mercy and patience. 2. I am grateful that I have the use of my left hand/arm while the right wrist is healing. 3. I am grateful for friends, neighbors, coworkers and family who have helped in various ways during my recovery. 4. And I am grateful for a million other things...eyesight, my pets, a roof over my head, and on and on.
To quote a fellow survivor, "Peace be the journey." Be safe, everyone.
They think someone's life is something to mes over then turn around and laugh about it.I think they deliberately did what they did to a few people on this board.
I'm try to keep this one clean but I can't promise nothing tho.I didn't just come here making all this noise for two or three people but for myself.I don't get this time frame business that some put on you.Cause for anyone who has or have been abused it don't come with a time or date stamped with it.After being raped,abused or violated there is no time frame on that regardless of what someone say.Some things just hit you outta the blue and some come up when that person is willing and able to deal with it.
It can take years before someone even realize that something is off in their life and some time after the realization of it set in.Some people go half of their life without confronting their issues.What take a person months to get over may take someone else longer so you can't come at me with that mess about the past.It doesn't matter if it happened 6 months,6 years or 6 decades ago it depends on the person.Take that past bull and toss out the window with the rest.
I couldn't walk away from this issue for one the situation was foul.Two I know the feeling of being betrayed by your supporters.I don't know SK but I know the situation.Just like abuse that kind of thing stays with a person and makes it worst when the person is being forced to let it go.The main key players in all of this is just hanging back and not saying anything.But this is what they do more than it needed to be.These girls are like tornadoes that touch down,do their damage and you're left to deal with things.They'll move on to somewhere else and you're stuck with the pain and suffering of their actions.
I know what it's like to be threaten,stalked,have people invade your life,afraid to sleep in your own home because you don't feel safe and you trusted these people.So if it makes me wrong for standing up for someone you need someone to speak for them then I don't wanna be right.Still nobody here to help her cause they are still in the trenches of this.I don't have guilt,remorse,respect or manners for anyone who won't even acknowledge that they cause one pain and put them in harms way.Or anyone who support or tolerate this kind of abuse and don't care what others gotta say.
Then you wanna get your granny panties in a bunch when someone come at you.I'm not friendly and that's off the rip it's cool but I'm still speak the truth.If I'm suppose to be a real and loyal supporter than that's what I'm do when being asked too.
How does it feel to abuse someone that came here for help?View Thread
I'm new and have no clue what all the drama is about. But, Its a shame this forum isn't used for what its intended for helping people heal from sexual abuse. This place has so much potential. A place just to help yourself heal from your battle scars from SA and a place to find others who share the same pain you do. Thank you for your help with my issue bluerose90, aenriquez25, marysings, tnmist, and slik_kitty. God Bless.View Thread
I'm just simply talking here and it doesn't have to turn into an battle.If someone for some reason comes on here angry then there's a reason for it.But the message some are sending is that it doesn't matter why this person is angry just ignore them and move on.When we should be showing those that come or are looking in that we can take the time to find why this person is so angry.Show other I can hear you out and you can do the same for me.When I came here and read some of the stories it was like I was looking in the mirror.
It so happens that I agree with therapy cause it doesn't take anything good from you.I found out after I had a fall out with a few people here some time back.It's hard and can be a very long road but sometimes you gotta walk alone.You have to fight the pain and most you may feel like you can't handle it but you can and you will.Each step in therapy is a stepping stone and it set me up for whatever life throw at me.Gotta take a chance and stay with it and things will get easier for you.If it'll better your life then go for even if it's a challenge for you cause you will be glad that you did in the end.
The support that you get from therapy will never waver even when you're paying for it.Some days your life may be unbalance still stick with it.I accept every challenge cause the fall out I use it for motivation to keep moving. I'm not the one to talk the talk and then run and hide out.If you wanna convince me then show me and if you gonna talk about it then be about it.When someone is abused or violated they don't what to do or think after with the fear and can't see your way clear through the tears.In your sessions you have to let yourself fall completely apart and be put back together.Deal with each issue in order to move on with your life.
Dealing with things it's then and only then can you let a matter go.So for people like me as it was stated I can't let anything in my past until I deal with it.That's the whole point of going to therapy and I don't see how people think you are suppose to drop things and just leave it alone.I don't know any other way of dealing with other than confronting the person or problem.View Thread
If this board is triggering/angering you, please just don't come here right now. A couple of us are checking for new people who are reaching out for help, so don't feel compelled to check right now.
As for me, I simply refuse to respond to the angry, board-damaging posts because I look at it as bait, even if I feel they are talking about me and especially if I might reply in anger myself. That only hurts the board further. If you are reading posts here, I am appealing to you to please stop and wait before possibly replying on an emotional level. Please practice restraint in that circumstance.
Personally, I am stronger these days overall, and I am not triggered by the angry posts. If you are feeling vulnerable, just tell yourself that you will check it another day.
Please also consider this, especially if you are Christian: The angry posters are lashing out anywhere they can because they themselves are hurting deeply, and it really isn't about this board or about you. They have had so many hurtful things happen to them that their anger spills over wherever they go. I appeal to the rest of us to look beyond their anger and realize it is masking deeply hurt persons. I am not excusing it; however, please realize that responding (ESPECIALLY with your own anger) will not help them. These boards have its limitations. Face-to-face counseling with a competent professional is more than likely required.View Thread
Every day begins with an act of courage and hope: Getting out of bed. - Mason Cooley
understand what you were doing, but us time to let this go. this is not getting anywhere. the little cry babies and this website are worth the attention, the and i are above them. they are not worth the attentionView Thread
I am 26 now. I grew up very very sheltered. by the age of 18 I had was still a virgin and had never even made out with a boy. I had a cousin who was double my age 36. He was in the military and never in the usa. so we chatted on email and phone. I saw him like a big brother. He helped me with my homework and we talked about places he had seen. All conversations rated PG. One day he said he was gunna be close by a few towns over from me for business and I should come see him. He said the air force is having a formal party so bring a formal dress and then later we will have a movie marathon and watch all the movies your parents will not let you see. this sounded like fun so I went. He skipped the party and I don't think there ever was any movies. I ended up being SA for 2 days. It was aweful. This was the most scary thing I have every been threw. I felt scared and betrayed. then he left out of the usa again. I never told my family. I tried my best to pretend he didn't exist and nothing happened bc he was never here. But 3 years ago he moved back and I have to see him every Thanksgiving. I try to act normal in front of all my family so no one asks questions. but its hard. Im soooo scared of him and when Im there he taunts me on purpose I think he finds it amusing. Last year I sat next to my parents at the table thinking I would be safe and he sat next to me and licked his finger and stuck it in my ear. It took every oz of me not to freak out right then and there..... thanksgiving is coming up soon View Thread
Don't be afraid to come to this board and speak.I'm keeping calling on those that are not by anyone else.I care about your feelings and you can be honest even if that means working through the drama.
You know who you are and I know why.For a while they are the same names that hasn't been thrown out there to be recognize.You can come back and speak your mind about whatever cause that is the point of this board.I don't know if people are stuck on stupid or what but they wasn't committed to stand for you.
There's not such thing as a real friend and that has been my biggest lesson.All I ask is for you to be real and nothing less.Your opinion matters and that's some real bull to be messed over by those you shared your life with.Some rather you lie to them and the truth they run from and a so call friend don't run from you.I'm not gonna play with anyone's life cause I don't want no one to play with mines.
So when you see this and feel like it then post and let's speak on it.View Thread
Hi, there! I am hoping you will see this sometime and send me an email so I can invite you to a new, but private, community. We all miss you!! If you have any questions, feel free to email them, too. My disposable address is firstname.lastname@example.org .View Thread
Every day begins with an act of courage and hope: Getting out of bed. - Mason Cooley
I'm speaking only for myself in this post.If there's anything that I've learn from being abusing by other is that I have to stand my ground.If I let them get away with one thing then they're take it too far.Everyone is their own person but I've notice that when it comes to some that don't speak for themselves.I see it as begging for attention coming outta your mouth wicked about others.You don't want to get suck into the drama but you can call me out my name.I'm tell you right now I'm not a TROLL and I think you get high off the drama or you wouldn't mention it in other places.
Right now it really don't matter if no one ever speaks to me again.How are you go from accepting someone as part of this community or be a fake friend and turn around then call them a TROLL?...As long as you can talk to and do others however you want it's ok their your so call family but if someone stand up for what they think is right then they are a TROLL.You'll start the drama and then complain about someone taking something the wrong way.I don't take nothing the wrong way but the way you give it to me.If you say something to me you best believe you will get an even exchange,no doubt.
I would rather come here and be alone then to be in a circle with someone that comes outta their mouth wicked about a child or children.Each child that come into this world is special in their own way.NOW SPEAKING WOMAN TO WOMAN IT TAKES SOMEONE LOWER THAN DIRT TO CALL A CHILD OUT THEIR NAME,WHEN YOU HAVE KIDS YOURSELF.WHEN IT COME TO KIDS I TAKE IT REAL PERSONAL.YOU CAN SAY ALL KIND OF CRAZY THINGS ON HERE CAUSE IT'S THE INTERNET BUT TAKE THESE WORDS OF ADVICE DON'T PLAY THAT OFFLINE WITH ANYONE.CAUSE SOME PEOPLE DON'T TALK WHEN IT COMES TO MESSING WITH THEIR KIDS.
I'll stay here and still keep my self respect.You can have all the private communities you want but that's not the case.It's about who is within that community and what they can add to that community.People don't know it cause they can't see it right now but they very thing you're trying to avoid,you're taking with you.THE WHOLE IDEA IS TO KEEP YOUR CIRCLE TIGHT AND TRUST JUST ANYONE YEAH RIGHT.SO HAVE FUN IN YOUR NEW CIRCLE AND I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!View Thread
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