I've not posted on the board in a while but looking for some support with a project assigned by my t Mike. I'm working on a sexual abuse collage that also deals with mental and emotional abuse while growing up.
I bought a poster board in blue cuz it was my childhood favorite color. My t Mike gave me six sheets of paper filled with abuse related words or thoughts. I've used all six sheets of paper: some had encouraging words and other's not so encouraging. I've started going thru my magazine collection looking for encouraging words or thoughts for on my board. My t Mike is very proud of the work I'm doing with the collage. It's been 33 years in coming but the work I'm doing on this collage is so very important that I don't have the words to express it adequately.
I've not been posting on this board cuz I'm having issues with my SA. My issues have made it not safe to post or even read this board. I hope to be back on the board sometime in the future just not right now. Thank you for understanding!
Dear AZ, Boy do I know how you feel about not being in a good place and sick of feeling all of this garbage. Just wishing to no end that I could turn it off. On top of all of this, I've been sick with the flu for about two weeks along with my continous migraine pain. I know I'm depressed but frustrated to the point of I don't care what my hubby thinks of me. He'd rather have a normal sex life, me I would settle for a libedo(sp) to speak of.
Just wanted to let you that I understand where you're coming from. I hope you have a good week and take good care of yourself too! Hugs if okay?
Hello all! I'm sorry I haven't been posting much lately but I've been coping with alot of flashbacks and triggers. I don't feel safe offering much in the way of posting. I've read some stuff that makes my triggering and flashbacks worse.
No one is ever a waste of space or time either. Everyone is unique and offers much to others whether they believe it or not but it doesn't make it any less true.
Aww Miss Mary! I know how you feel because I'm feeling it too. I'm sickened by all the flashbacks I'm having lately which make me feel really small and helpless all over again. Therapy this week didn't help me like it usually does, so I feel like I'm drowning and overloaded too. Take care of yourself Miss Mary!