The swapping each negative word for a positive one is good advice.You get use to it when you get beat down with insults and abuse daily.When you check your phone and you have countless threats and profanity.That's a normal day for me so that doesn't hurt so much.
This,just today is what I'm talking about here.Having no words is what I don't get.How I'm treated by others is what hurts and not what is said.Don't have no motivators,supporters or anyone to lean on.The instant family I thought I had.Mothers and sisters are gone.Can't even get anyone to acknowledge my feelings.That's aching real bad right and I don't know how we got here.
Today I just myself what am I doing here?...Maybe I should just keep my distant cause that's what I feel need to happen.
I didn't write this post to bring you or anyone else into a conflict.It was simply to thank you and ask questions.Thinking that if I can figure out where things went wrong.To see if we can have some sort of peace on here cause dealing with it online and off is too much.It wasn't to start this but it's what I got.I apologize for you getting caught up in this but that's not what I had in mind.
The most messed up part in all of this is I don't know why.But I can't do it no more cause I don't have the strength fight anyone or anything,anymore.My head and heart is so full til I can't explain.Dammit man,I am so tired of the pain,suffering and misery.The right amount of pressure will make someone commit suicide cause it puts the mind and body at the edge of going over.I understand and it's over with and I know they hate me more.
I don't know what the point of this or the lesson but whatever it is has destroyed us.I GIVE UP AND THEY WON I'VE RUN OUT THINGS TO SAY AND DO.AS GOD IS MY WITNESS I'M SO DONE.
Just don't know what to make of this at all...THANKS..............WyattView Thread
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