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did what the search but can't find it.View Thread

didn't think no one would miss the crazy ones.
don't think there's words that can be put together to sum up what's going on.
but it's nice to have been missed at all..View Thread


How do I find it?
Thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!View Thread

No need to apologize seem like you have been vindicated here.You have gotten some very embracing replies and will be waiting with their arms open for you.When you are ready to write again don't worry I won't be here and that should solve a lot of issues with me gone.
Apologize for coming here and disrupting what looks like a home for many.Don't want no one to feel they can't come here and feel like they can't speak because of me.I wish I was one of the lucky ones.They don't have to worry about the things that go on down here anymore or what people say about them either.
SORRY FOR MESSING UP YOUR HOME AND NOW I'LL LEAVE THIS BOARD.YOU ALL HAVE A NICE DAY/LIFE!!!!!!!!View Thread

Thanks for your words it means a lot.I was going around in my head not knowing where my place cause I don't feel like it's here.
Then I had a dream last night never had one like it before but I felt like like that was the place for me.I totally felt there was no where else for me for to be but there.
Nothing else has so I think,sounds kind of silly but I figure out this just from a dream.Sometimes I think something is wrong with me for me to be treated so poorly.
Thanks for all in allView Thread

I didn't realize that I was giving anyone the expression or feeling like they had to read my mind.I know that it's impossible for anyone to do hear.Have been bullied for most of my life and a lot of my self worth is placed in other peoples acceptance of me.STUPID ME!!!............But I don't myself cause being hurt comes as easy as standing alone and believe me I am.I am not looking for pity but I want others to understand that I understand what this site is for and all it do fro people.I am just not one of then unfortunately.
I feel I like I'm being jumped on because I choose not share my feelings.I didn't think it was mandatory to write out my feelings here every time I get angry or stressed.And I know there's a difference between understanding and relating to someone or something.And your get tired when you have done all that you know how to do.
UNDERSTANDING--The things that I wrote about was difficult and was done with a push from me.I can see that others understood what I wrote about by the replies I got from my writing.I never said that people didn't understand because everyone here has suffered from one form of abuse or another.I gathered they understood when I came here and spoke out for the first time.But all of that will be over after awhile,going to rest from all my labor.I NOT SUICIDAL......
RELATING---No one said they could relate to how I felt.No one said they knew the feeling of losing a child (Physically)if you have never lost a child in your life then you can't relate,I that's what I meant.No one said they have that endless,aching feeling of waking up in the morning know that your baby aint there no more (HEAD DROP IN SORROW) I don't even know why I trying to figure it out regarding my situation or anything else.
So many times being on this journey,I try to do the right thing or walk to right path but I still get hit.I find trouble,confusion and misunderstanding when there shouldn't be any.So,so,so many days I just want to just go to sleep and not wake up.Just feel like I'm always nailed to the ground by something or someone when I all I want is to be treated like a human being.
I guess many people don't have the patience to deal with me when I'm so mess up.I wrote this hoping that others will understand that I too understand,it's clear to me.
THANKS............FADES AWAY.............View Thread

This response was not meant to upset you.What I'm upset and angry about has nothing to do with anyone on here or abuse and that's why I THOUGHT that you wouldn't been able to relate.
You don't have to be sorry because I should have stayed out of sight like I started.If we are not wanted here then so be it,we're gone.
Was it all an act/pretending to want me here.This has me pissed as well and It won't happen AGAIN.I don't have to leave,you were here before me.
Just don't know what to make of people or this world these days.
GOODBYEView Thread

Thanks for responding to this.
It's nice to vent but I don't think that you can relate to this.
Thanks for asking though,really.View Thread

Had a full and stressful day,thought taking a nap would help.
Not really cause still exhausted and the body is racked with pain.
Just tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!View Thread
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