My nightmare's I have memorized. Each and everyone of them from the time I was a child, thru adulthood. Occasionally a very small part of the nightmare may change but that is all. My nightmares are always in color and I have all of my senses; smell, taste, touch, etc... they are extremely vivid.
I'm sorry to hear you are having a difficult time as well Misty and hope that better days are ahead for us all.
So many nightmares, so many daymares, so many intrusive memories and triggers. Just when I feel I'm on the path to healing, the past and present collide and reality blurs. When will the madness end? Will it end? Can I be fixed?
I wish I were there so as to play in the rain but being ill, may not be a good idea. So jump into a few mud puddles for me and make quacking noises. If you have those rain boots and coat, that would be cool too!
Thank you for checking in with me. If I'm not better by Friday, back to the Doctors I go. (sigh)...