Imagine I am actually going to start being super healthy....hhmmmm i can see my mum's face already when i ask for more spinach!! I thought may as well add a bit of humour to it..went to the doc and she said i just bit myself yippeeeee phew..I just need to go dentist for that in a few weeks plus the lip thing is just dry lips coz of the freezing weather and the sore throat nuffi related to herpes...i just have a cold....
Hmmm so I guess I need to do a list of all the things you mentioned above that i don't eat! thank you I feel so much better now talking to you. In a way its bad because i write on this page almost everyday but it helps me get through the days and I feel somewhat relieved sharing my experiences and knowing that someone knows exactly how I feel. I guess it is kind of like an online diary....hmmmmm nah.
Anyways goodnight or goodday not sure what time it is there and thank you for always replying my posts and thank u to everyone else for sharing your experiences! View Thread
Hey like seriously i can not wait for tomorrow...now feels like a sore throat is coming tooo. What the hell! I am stocking up on vitamin b complex, multi vitamins, cod liver oil,elderberry ok basically the whole aisle on promoting good immune system.....well the bit that I can afford on Friday!!!! View Thread
Hey thank you...I have been doing the mirror thing tooo its driving me nuts. I check my mouth and my lips almost everytime i see a mirror.Well i used to believe in chances until I went to the doc one day and she told me I had HPV. Now chances are not an option to be honest....everything freaks me out. As for the health insurance - i have no idea because i live in england.View Thread
Hi thanks for the advice. Well yes there is no test apparently just a physical examination of which he passed with flying colours. No warts no symptoms as for me well warts and now I have a small rash/cut on the corners of my lips on my face plus two weird things in my inner cheeks and I am very very scared that it might be the warts or cold sores or i don't know what else. So yes they live free from symptoms and I seem to be at risk of both oral and genital warts.I would love to say I was not crying when I wrote this post but I can't.
I am trying but its very very hard. I am struggling with keeping up with sleep and eating and just health in general I guess. Having this on my lips doesn't make it any better because i think its starting to become visible and I am afraid when it does people will start questioning and I can't seem to get an appointment on Mon that I can attend to get it checked.View Thread
Hmm crisis hotline sounds like a plan. To be honest I have my days where it just pops into my head and i just cry a little but because I am still living at home I try to avoid this and to not cry because I end up with swollen eyes and well we don't want the family asking questions now do we. I am also now officially afraid of doctor's appointments..because I don't know what to expect.When i told the person that gave it to me too they didn't believe me and burst out laughing. I felt like digging up a hole and burying myself in it because for me to only sleep with one person and end up with this well I feel dreadful to be honest.They are getting tested tho but that doesn't help me now does it. I now have this for life!
hmmm i guess i have to be chacked just to be on the same side. you know what I am afraid of the most now that i have HPV? the fatc that if i notice anything unusual i panic like 2x more than i did before mostly because i am afraid if i ignore it it might become something......and also becaus I am trying so hard to act like nothing happened. thank you all and webmd i don't think i would be getting through this without you.View Thread
Ok sorry guys but I have another question.I think I may have the warts in my mouth as well.... I think I have two but all along I thought I bit myself but I am certain now because they don't hurt at all they are just there on my inner cheeks. The other one seems to just be disappearing on its own but how do I get the other one to heal just as fast because I won't be able to get checked this week and well I need it to disappear before next friday....HELP also what sort of treatment do they usually give for this?View Thread
Well its a week later and I am somewhat happy because i received the remainder of my test results (gonorrhea,chlamydia and HIV) all came back negative and wow am I happy. As for the HPV well I did have warts but they have all cleared so far so I am just hoping that they don't come back at all or anytime soon otherwise I think I have not done bad for week one.View Thread
Yep I know how you feel. How old are you? Well its a week later and I am somewhat happy because i received the remainder of my test results (gonorrhea,chlamydia and HIV) all came back negative and wow am I happy. As for the HPV well I did have warts but they have all cleared so far so I am just hoping that they don't come back at all or anytime soon otherwise I think I have not done bad for week one. How about yourself? Its pretty hard because I have only told one friend and he seems ok with it mostly because noone really knows about HPV. The rest of my friends and family do not know and i doubt i will ever get the courage to tell them either.
For the sleepless nights well I did not sleep at all for quite a while but I find it helps to get into bed and then take a few deep breaths and hold before breathing out whilst you clear out your mind. Sometimes it works and sometimes it does not. As you can tell from my posts i too cant help but to use most of my internet time surfing the net trying to find out as much as I can about this although I am trying really hard to do less surfing because i think if you do too much you go mad..
I am so relieved now at least I have you and others on this website to talk to. I don't know what I would do without WEBMD to be honest.View Thread
I am sorry for your news. I just found out last Wednesday so I can honestly say I understand how you feel but I am only 19 unfortunately.Go to the resources area and just check out other people's story and try and take each day as it comes. I felt like it was a death sentence on Wed when i received the newsView Thread