was a 20 year old virgin in jan. by june i found out i have herpes. i am oone of those people who never cry and handles most situations really well but now all i want t do is cry all the time and thats just not me i was a very happy and bubbley person. i know the guy who gave it to me and he didn't know he had it either (or atleast thats what he keeps telling me) but i still can't help but resent him. I love him but i dont know if i'm staying with him be i feel like nobody else would want me or i really want to be with him. i feel like without him i will live a very lonely like, because i couldn't and wouldn't share my secret with anybody else or give this to anyone and ruin there life like mine is now. my mom is being very supportive but i still feel like she's kinda disapointed inn me.View Thread