) and cravings to smoke and my brains real cloudy and is hazey. I quit because i finally noticed that i am not my self. I dont find anything exciting, im always depressed. I always have this blank look on my face and its even hard for me to put words together when i speak to ppl which leads to serious anxiety. Im always constantly thinking about what my old self would of done, or said in situations and i am always anxious for some reason. I cant stop my brain from thinking about 50 different things at once and it rlly is starting to effect my social life. I still have friends i can talk to but i can even tell that they don't call ir txt me as much. Now from going from the most popular kid everywhere i went to being who i am now is killing me an constantly leaving me to think about my old self and how i used to joke and talk and act but for somereason memory is even shot to bits and pieces now....i even contiplate about suicide cause its so bad...but the thing is I've only been smoking for 5 years and I've gotten this bad..would it happen to be be the fact that i smoked so much within those 5 years and the isolation of the 5 years from everyone betheproblem? And will i ever be my old self again? Please anybody out there answer me.
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