I have been mia for a bit, I guess I am having a hard time dealing with some internal demons. So....we have been ttc for about 10 months now without success. I finally got my doc to refer me to an RE and blood work came back showing my thyroid function is off. Now, I don't have a thyroid gland and take synthroid already. This is monitored every 6 months or so and in Oct. it was fine. Now, it is crazy. So we are working on it.
SO here is what only you will understand. Everytime I see a bfp, especially by people who had babies right around the same time my pal baby was born, I cringe. I have an extreme hate in my body and I don't like it at all. I actually am trying to get over this but I just cannot. It has actually affected my ability to stay in contact with some great friends. I hate myself for it. What can I do about this? anyone? I have never had problems getting preggo just staying that way.
I just seeing BFP everywhere and it is killing me slowly inside. Then...just yesterday my very irresponsible future sister in law tells me she had her IUD removed. She has some medical issues she needs to get taken care of first! I am so upset at her! On top of it, she has had 2 pregnancies and is able to get pregnant at the drop of a hat! I am beginning to hate her....which is awful
Oh man ladies...I need an intervention...where is the chocolate!!!
I am in my 2 ww as well.....Supposed to get AF next monday....kinda crampy feeling but DH and I both got really nasty colds (still have them actually) right at prime bd time. We still got one good night in but the rest were a bust So we will see if it is enough (not getting my hope up).
Technically its monday right?....even if it is 1am
Hey! I am at work bored right now....
CD: 14 Waiting to Ovulate. I started OPKs this month and have yet to get a positive. I almost always ovulate on the 14th. I am also hypothyroid so I am getting a bit concerned......I am hoping and praying for a pos opk in a few days! I am watching cervical mucus as well and it is just (TMI:---> slippery! not quite to the point of EWCM.
Blood tests are petty darn good. They pick up when HGG is 10. Which the HPTs dont show up until HCG is 20 (I believe). My last cycle I was sure I was preggo.I was a whole week late. HPT's were all negative. I finally got my period. My boobs were also extremely sensitive. Good luck! KUPView Thread
CD: 8.....starting OPK's tomorrow morning. I am working the swing shift at work so day shift this week and night shift this weekend (prime bd time ). So who knows what will happen this month? I am not optimistic.
So I am going to call my ob and schedule my annual. I was hoping I could just wait until I was 8 weeks and go in for a pelvic and ultrasound at the same time.View Thread
My update: So earlier today I was going to say I am in my 2ww and AF is due on Wed... but here I sit at work and she decided to come a bit early :*( Guess this wasn't our cycle. I try not to be disappointed since it has only been a few months off of bcp but our problem has never been getting pregnant just staying that way........
We are going to officially opk this cycle but not baby dance due to timing of a wedding but October/November is going to be our month (<----trying to stay positive).
I tried to OPK this month but the stupid things were expired! So the control line didn't even show up. I gave up! Lots of BD last week so hopefully we get a BFP next week.
My future SIL is extremely upset that we are trying because if we do get a BFP, my due date will be 5 days after her wedding. Well....sorry lady...I am not going to plan my life around your wedding....sigh....I am in the wedding though so it will be really stressful around that time if I am preggers. Whatever lady!~ Cant choose your family.....
CD 13......I had a OPK kit and was testing everyday and the results were looking a bit weird .I looked at the expiration date and they expired in June! WTH? I just bought them last week. So....I am going after work today to buy another kit. Thinking I might be ovulating because I had some EWCM yesterday and this morning so lots of BD this week.